I came to realize na i was really that damage no? Funny thing is, I even think of what are the qualifications in order for you to consider that someone is worth it? Weird, I always look for people as worth of everything whatever they do or what they are- I can exert effort and time, or everything unconditionally. What hit me hard is, other people doesn’t sees me the way I see other people, its silly to think that qualifications thingy, i just thought, maybe- they don’t see it on me.
God, I am so damaged- i even think this stuff. Siguro nga no, ung mga bagay na akala mo lang noon na wala lang, it really is affecting you. I am not blaming that guy (na talaga naman kinuwento ko dito way back before) its just reflecting way back then, loving someone genuinely and unconditionally could really cost u in future. I really didn’t think that time, ngayon ko lang din siguro naisip or na feel na maybe he really didn’t see me as someone worth of everything he has, time, effort, love and care.
Its sad, and it hurts.
ivecarvedawoodenheart:
like there comes a point where you think something is fundamentally wrong with you. and then it turns out it’s just Friday and you haven’t washed your hair in three days and maybe you’re also just a little lonely and the combination of all three of those things is whittling a hole into your chest every time you breathe. but also the sun’s up. and you’ve survived everything so far, so you’ll survive this too, even if it hurts, even if you have to survive it many times.
hyperako:
I’ve never had a chance to date like date talaga, I mean I had before way back college but to date like official dating talaga at may kinahantungan? hahahahahahahaha when kaya ako mag popost sa ig for soft launch at people will wonder who and how?????? yikes or baka di na? Lord di pa ba tapos pagiging battle girl phase ko? Gusto ko na maging soft baby gurl lang, hahahahahahahahahahaha
Wahaahahahahahaha lord, battle gorl pa din? Char
August proof of lyf • 😶🌫️🫠
ugh I’ve been in Manila for almost a month now, living alone *most of the time* hahahahahaha work and stuff, sana naman makaalis alis naman ako??? puro work e, ayain nyo kaya ako? eto naman kasing mga kaibigan ko kung kailan im here near w them ayaw ako ayain? kung mag aya naman me is tinatamad, charot. so ayun, masaya na ewan din mag isa weird hahahahahaha struggle lang ng pagluluto errday but iz good naman :)
Tayo ay inday for t0day, kapag naiwan mag isa ano ggawin? Syempre mag linis. 🫠
Anonymous
morning sana masarap almusal nyoooo
HAHAHAHAHAHWHAHAHAHAH NAG PAGUPIT AT NAGPA KULAY ULIT. INIT NA INIT AT BIGAT NA BIGAT NAKO SA BUHOK KO ANTEHHHH. Moving on era? Char0t. Okay, lunes nanaman. Hays
Friday - yesterday’s errands •
Happy weekend y’all 🫶🏻
So etong kapatid ko nag shared post sa Facebook, sold out ang ticket ng One Ok Rock. Wala lang, naalala ko lang tong si Ralph bigla na nagpakilala sakin dyan sa Japanese Band na yun, hahahahahahaha. Parang gusto ko tuloy, kaso sold out na nga anobaaaa
Ayaw ko magsabi, try mo nalang :)
Anonymous
Hahahahaha sheesh
